rationally he handled it, and I realized if the same thing were to happen to me, I would go on a crying jag for days

probably be inconsolable and never be in an open relationship again

it's something I like to read or fantasize about but god I could never actually do it

yeah. idk I could do sex/a one-night-stand sort of thing, but once emotions get involved I'm like ._.

like what happened was his wife has a girlfriend and on Valentine's day, even though he doesn't care about the holiday, she was all excited

about the gift she was going to give her girlfriend but hadn't given anything to him

when he told her he was jealous, she apologized, told him the thing she ordered for him would be a day late, and that she thought he didn't

care about the holiday

and everything was fine; they stopped talking about her girlfriend and had a cuddle

I would probably feel awful, say I felt awful, feel guilty for feeling awful, and then just die

yay ;; I am only yours too