I love you. I’m sorry. But I can’t do this anymore.

I live every day beyond my strength, each day is too much so I cry.

I can’t even give you loving words, but I’m missing you. I can’t even boldly wish for u to be mine, but I’m missing you. So I push you away.

I’m holding back, even though it hurts. Even tears are a luxury for me.

I know that my heart is wherever you are. Close enough our breaths can touch, always in that same place.

I can’t hold your hand, but I’m missing you. I’m worried I might just have my tears to hold, so I’m missing you.

I can’t tell you to stay with me, but I’m missing you.

So it’s too much, but in the end… It’s because I’m a girl who has nothing but her own heart.....