background: I'm basically in charge of the video mix for a board which, while I know the technical ins and outs of, have barely done live

concert off of, 'rehearsal time' = 6 hrs the day of, I got the rundown that morning

I say 'rehearsal' because it wasn't ever a full go-through, it was all bits and pieces and people were scrambling to get last things into

place at the same time

audience of ~1,500 ppl

there were... bloopers

and.. I mean, boss was like, 'hey, we got 80%!' but there were four just... utterly cringeworthy events and I just

AAAAAAAH /HATES

/tub of ice cream

and it's not sane, rational, or useful to keep kicking myself over it but

/squirm

goddammit

... I think I'm most pissed off that I sorta failed at processing multiple audio inputs

... I think I'm most pissed off that I sorta failed at processing multiple audio inputs

I thought I got better at that, or at least a handle on it

fuck