tuhan

Because I fail at everything I do, I've lost my confidence.

And I need to rant from time to time, just to relieve myself from this stressful, depressive, destructive emotions.

Parents let me free, which is to say, they don't care. Maybe they just don't understand.

nyebut, run.

That I never know what I want, and that is really stressful.

But maybe even if I found someone, she will eventually leave me in disgust because I rant too much.

Ah, I guess I shouldn't have said such things about my parents. Astaghfirullah...