i just want to hide in my room forever

can i do that? :'9

i'm not sure which is me and which is you there XD

okay that works

lyart: yes

also i'm already kind of wondering what the fuck i'm doing in Citadel, since i'm still kind of struggling with tags

can I join this club?

yes, you can

adulthood why must you be difficult

I have this desire sometimes, to just hole up in my own little world away from work and bills and such

i honestly feel i'd be less stressed if i a. had a job and b. was away from my folks

but that'll take a fucking miracle

/head thump against wall...

i just need a job....

/hugs ;;

i think it'll get fun, once i have it a little more under my control

jobs are such a pain these days

i know they are

and yeah, it will... though i will say that being more or less forced to care for my grandma has effectively turned me off of ever having

or adopting kids

so that's one less thing i have to worry about saving for

..maybe i should go on hiatus again/drop Citadel

ugh

the only thing is i don't know how long for...

and as it is i'm barely keeping touch with what's going on in the game

so i don't overwhelm myself by tagging too many things

...maybe it would help if i just dropped the majority of the threads i currently have going?

i'm honestly not sure here, i just. Need to do something? i guess...

i keep on saying i need to spend less time on plurk, but that never works so w/e

oh honey /holds

i refuse to drop Scorched, lol

/cuddles

not that i was even considering it...

i'm having one of those weeks too. and yeah, i havent really...gotten the hang of citadel yet so i'm sorta just hanging on the outside lol

Citadel looks so awesome, and i had awesome plans for it... but i honestly think that two characters/one game is my limit rn

i'll give it a little time, i would hate to drop and then realize i'd wanted to stay

but... that's where i'm at right now

hey, that's totally fair, im in three games now and i have no idea if thats gonna stay a thing or not

i'm always impressed by people who can do that /sob

but yeah, i think if you give yourself some time away from it just to think it over it might be a good idea

and terrified by those who play in five or more

haha im barely doing anything at all in citadel and ive made one post and replied to one in adsting, so yeah. this might not be sustainable

xD

...yeah. This whole RL situation is stressing me and i don't want to let it force me to do somehting i'd regret

lol, i see

so maybe i'll take a longer hiatus at Scorched shortly here

nawww, yeah, id say a break is definitely better for right now than making any rash decisions on anything <3

yus

the RL stress never helps either, and tends to compound things, stupid life.

...i'm still going to think about it some before i go on hiatus, since those can be traumatic to people in-game, too

and yes, life is dumb

it truly is. and yeah, i think sleeping on it is always a good idea <3

yeah

oh hi this is also me

LOL i might take you up on that

mine has shit under it

oh man that's me too lol

but seriously /snugs and you can talk to me anytime, okay? i'm utter fail at people and life but i can listen lol

ahha, i'll keep it in mind, thank you

but i think whining here helped a lot already

good <3