ok we went back to our main blog and a minute after making that post we got a new message notif and like im

terrified to check i am genuinely a trembly mess lmfao

im so pissed at th both of them for actually doing this to us, like, they made this whole mess fucking public before MAKING IT PRIVATE??

its not like they talked to us about anything at all i didnmt even fucking know there was a problem and then suddenly shits just THERE

if they actually knew or cared about us at all then theyd fucking know things like this send our anxiety through the roof, i dont have a

i dont even know

i just dont have the capacity for getting roped up in public drama

without it being really detrimental to our mental health, for real, ive been a mess the past few days

i havent been eating or sleeping right for gods sake

all because of some stupid personal drama that they decided to broadcast to tumblr before us

anyway ok im going to go check that message now and if we cant see it then its from one of them (we blocked them both)

god like!!! denzel among others has said that he'll have our back if things get messy and yet im STILL terrified ok wow

i just want this to be over with i did not ask for one of our closest friends to emotionally manipulate us in what appears to now be some

some sort of gross passive-aggressive spat with his lover

im disgusted with both of them and wow i really, really just dont want anything to do with them ever again

ok in the end we had to give peachy our password and ask them to check for us lmao thats really how scared we are

OH turns out it was just from a friend wanting to know if we were alright haha...

i feel stupid now worrying so much about it

uuuuuu im so sorry darling this must be so hard on you i just kgkjld

have you blocked them yet?? or are you waiting on that

yeah we blocked them a few hours ago

having to hold ourself back from checking their blogs lmfao

and i still feel very shaky about it all

im sort of torn between looking to see if jasper has said anything about us or not -- OH

haha thank you peachy

well then

i wonder if theyre still even together??? if not ill get the brunt of the blame for that, lmao

ok

btw if anyone wants to leave them messages or anything im beyond caring about their feelings lmfao

so like?? im not encouraging it but

we're washing our hands of this all

i dont want anything to do w/ either of them

anyway im going to leave jasper one last message

i doubt he'll answer it or even really listen to us at all but whatever

SO DOES THAT MEAN I CAN TELL THEM THEY'RE BEING STANK FLOWERS???

GOD I SO WANT TO SAY YES TO YOU

but im still trying really hard to be mature about this lmfao

and jsu

*just

end it all entirely

you know what i mean like i just

reaaaaaally want all this to die and be forgotten about already

and as tempting as it is i

should probably stop ppl from engaging with them further at all on our behalf

BUT BELIEVE US

I REALLY WANT TO

god

drama game complex

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