I'm sorry to read what you've been going through, and unfortunately I can't really say I'm surprised that such a thing would happen.

To you though? That I AM very surprised of.

Perhaps that place gave you what you needed for awhile, and now it's time to get back to Real.

Only you will always know the truth, fuck what other think.

I'd offer a hug but I'm afraid you might stab me, so I'll just send my well wishes to you instead.