Lolipop
says
cast has been taken off. Finger is deformed and will stay like this. The loose bone frag wont grow back on. I can barely bend the finger and it hurts. I fainted again in the doc's office. Need to see neurologis
might have epilepsy 
and in 2-3 weeks need to check in with the finger again. If it stays like this I do want the fuckig surgery im screwed with no PE till new year
and in 2-3 weeks need to check in with the finger again. If it stays like this I do want the fuckig surgery im screwed with no PE till new year
Oh wow did u had a seizure or something?
i faint
I broke a finger i fainted
i got it out of the cast and saw it all deformed and stiff hruting i fainted
thats 2 faints in 2 weeks time
and ive fainted before for stupid reasons aswell
jeeez
poor thing 
Well that means scans then
scans?
yeah if you have to see a neurlogist
he probably going to do a MRI scan then
maybe, i know my grandpa had epilepsy so i'm thinking its probable i took it after him
i do not have seizures just lose counciousness
Did someone saw you while u had it?
ah ok
wow scary stuff really eh
Ugh im sorry i wish i was there
i wish i was there
I was sitting in the doctors office, by the desk with 2 doctors. The guy was talking to me and i just floated away
woke up on the floor held by 3 people l. i cried for 2 hours cuz of this
wasnt a seizure just they caught me while i was sliding off the chair so i dont hit my head
And not a low blood pressure or something?
Well at least good they saw it
no it seems a repeating pattern. When i experience sudden pain or panic attack
lolitanomura: take care Loli hope they find it and its not to serious 
i feel very alone with all this. Only got mom who cares about all this. Besides all the lovely people I know online
I put it on fb noone really replied and my ex's mother probably misunderstood the translation and liked my status saying im still hurting and not doing good
im gutted.
(( i wish i was there
I'll be home a lil before 10 euro time
light-headed i felt like fading away and seeing stars before my eyes