calls me this morning and tells me thst hes at wits end because this past weekend hes been trying to get me up early to work out
because if i work out id get over my "self imposed depression"
and that hes been trying to act like a father and help me and ive been rejecting him
and that today i need to "pretty myself up" and do five things different instead of throwing myself a pity party
pity party to my dad: "oh im scared oh i cant do it oh i couldnt do that oh i want to go home poor me"
and he told me my therapist wasnt working
i havent been to her in two months and ive been off pills since august
BUT my behavior has not changed and his ganging up on me for things out of my control is getting really annoying
he makes me feel like shit
he makes me feel like it is all my fault and i have no answers on how to fix it because obv that bullshit therapist
and government conspiracy moneynaker medicine didnt work Evn Though Both Did
ugh yo i get you. my dad is like that too. wish i had a solution to give you though