Why do /i/ always have to be the one to listen to this?

I got DITCHED last night..

until she calmed down..

so /I HAD TO DO EVERYTHING/

and again..of course..

RIGHT WHEN I WAKE UP

i'm alone

and i get

"Too scared to say anything to me?"

because of what happened last night

i don't even get time to wake up before BOOM

FUCKING DRAMA.

I'M IN A SHIT MOOD SO YOU BE IN A SHIT MOOD TOO

i mean god..

and im not gonna skype her all day..

i cant

i will LOSE IT if i do

fuck my life

i dont get why i have to be the one to do this..

why am i always the one that has to deal with this..?