what's wrong?

eldest son moved out and treats me like s''t and youngest son moved in 5 weeks ago and has stolen from me 3 times, froze my bank account trying to access it and last monday he stole from the house. I had to

have him arrested because I cant cope with what he is getting into. Police have cautioned him and I cant have him back home, and now my house has all these memories and sounds of my kids growing up and i just

ant to burst into tears all the time. It's like grieving. I have no mojo for anything, barely get up of a morning cause of guilt

I know how you feel. My youngest has had substance abuse problems & been arrested multiple times

it is so hard

and you are griving- you lost your little boy

i know he has done 'weed' he admitted. But its the fact that he steals and has no conscience. he is at his dad's now who is not harsh enough.

i told my partner I am grieving and I cant bare to walk in their bedroom at the moment.

what helps me is to focus on the other parts of my life that bring me joy. It also helps tremendously to talk to others both her on plurk & in my real life

am so scared he will end up on the streets...i could not function if he does!

SUES: my biggest fear is burying my child

exactly. I am a bag of nerves when the door knocker goes or my mobile. He is on a big downer at his dad's and I dont know how long its going to be before he gets chucked out of there. I have got him a YMCA

form to at least start the registration and its a big opportunity for him, I just hope he see's sense.

all we can really do is pray and try to keep faith that they will find their way home

we cannot make them grow up or be reasonable or listen. Only they can do that work

I know pandosnarky, thank you.