i've honestly been contemplating this lately and--as much as i'd hate to be that kind of person

i don't-- i'm wondering how much more i can take some of the stuff i have to go through all the time

i mean i love the girl to death, she's been my friend for almost 9 years now and--i mean like..

she's SUFFOCATING ME and omg i wish it were that easy

she talks to my aunt too..

and i'd have to get my number blocked

she's thinking she can control my life..

and when my laptop got stolen, she called my SCHOOL

the next day

to see if i'd found it

she's overstepping her boundaries and needs to calm the fuck down.. and just a bit ago she tried to use the fact that she hurt herself

against me..as a way to get me to pay more attention to her

yeah..

she doesn't call me from a number though.

it always comes up blocked

and she texts me from her iPhone that doesn't have a simcard

idk..i mean there are some days when she's really chill and alright to talk to

but..there's only so much mental and emotional strain i can take

and she needs to learn she can't control my life

and she can't go off on people for being close to me..

she has a false sense of justice and i'm honestly like--terrified of getting too close to people or anything because SHE'LL FLIP ON THEM

not /me/

on them..

and then they'll come to me like 'wtf is your friend doing'

and she'll try and tell me not to talk to them anymore

;sigh.- ..a part of me feels like i'll be betraying her..because we've been friends for so long..

and i've saved her life..LITERALLY

and i've been there for her..but--she can't do that stuff to me..