Also tumblr is having some changes that missing e is not a part of. I'm not sure how I feel about it, but thus far I'm inclined to like it, save for the whole missing e not working.

Buuuuuuut that should hopefully be fixed soon.

Other than that I'm kinda sitting here back to where I was years ago.

Which is stupid. I just. I just feel like I don't belong anywhere. I feel like I'm not welcome and I don't matter.
Which in turn I guess makes sense. I'm not around often for many people and for those I am

I dunno. I guess maybe that's part of me. I'm so used to running. I've ran all my life thus far and I want to stop, but I guess I just seem to be unable to. Maybe I can't.

I dunno.

Stupid analogies aside, I hope you have an awesome day. I hope everything it better and nothing is hurting!

Tumblr is at large in a kerfuffle about the new changes everyone is going to start dealing with. A quick bit of advice, when you go to reblog something from a blog, open that in a new tab.

In other news:

NO MAN, I WANT YOU, YOU CAN SIT RIGHT HERE ON THIS BENCH BESIDES ME IN THIS SPOT I'VE SAVED FOR YOU.

More seriously though, I think it's normal to go through periods of feeling badly. If you want to talk about it, you know where I am, and I can hop on AIM or a Private Plurk if you want.

I think if you know what the 'problem' is, (not that taking time to yourself is a problem at all) but you can make an effort to change that. Maybe call up / get in contact with some of your people and see

if they want to hang out sometimes, or just make some plans to get your feet wet again with hanging out (online OR offline)

But if you're ever feeling really badly, know that somewhere, out there, in a vaguely northward direction is a Canadian who's got a spot for you.

Most of it stems from an overall feeling of unwelcomeness here. My job kinda has the vibes of "You're not wanted" from all angles. It doesn't make it easier that otherwise I don't have an offsetting

compass. I'm actually normally fine being alone, it's just not as awesome when you don't have an offsetting positive note in your head.

But but but but but!

I hope you realize this is an invitation for me to one day be all "Haaaaay~! I have traveled by moose, given to me by the gracious mounties of this land, to find you!"

And there will be partying, and by partying I mean hugs. And by hugs I mean lotsa hugs and happy things~

Whut about visiting meeee tooo?

I'm in Canadurp. Or has it been so long you've forgotten meh.

;A; I am le sad Jerbear.