sorry that your wounds are still raw at the sudden changes you were exposed to. I wish to heaven I had a salve for them, but I don't. If you want to rant, rave, go on a zombie spree, let me know, I offer
an ear to listen, a smile to cheer, and a gun to beat the bajeezus out of zombies for stress relief. You have friends here, and we care about you, a lot. How can we help?
I think we have discussed that before, and I have apologized. Now, I will not deny your feelings; only you know how you feel. Forgive my bluntness, but if you were hurt so badly about it,
perhaps you should wonder why people were so quick to dismiss you; why they thought you a non-entity. And from there, what you can do to change people's mind about you. I hardly know you more today as I did
I realize this is probably not what you want to hear, but if there is one thing I can do for my friends, it's to tell them the truth - or at least how I see it. If am I wrong, they have a chance to correct me.