it's really really frustrating when no matter how hard you try, you just don't cut it

everything irl has been slowly piling up over the past few months and it's just starting to get overwhelming, between illnesses and car trouble and looming medical debt

i don't know what else to DO, and I can't even take my mind off it these days by doing things i like because my problems are getting in the way of THAT as well

i keep telling myself, this month will be different, I'll get more done financially, get more DONE period but it never is

urreggghsjdkd ignore this i needed to feelings-vomit

well on the bright side i can get my car looked at tomorrow, hopefully that will go well

ending the feelingsvomit on an optimistic note