I feel cruddy about it but I had to drop Kimblee, it wasn't working out for me at all, I don't think he was the right character

I'm sorry to Ed-mun especially about this

Every time I went to do tags I always was second-guessing myself and worrying and it was honestly stressing me out a lot

and I didn't have much inspiration for things to do with him in the castle at all

but regardless I'm sorry to everyone for picking up a character and not being able to hang onto him

I really do want to have a second character but I need to really think about who I want it to be... I don't think I considered it seriously enough last time.

Awww...that's a shame you had to drop him. I was looking forward to CR with him and Kristoph, but you gotta do what you gotta do D:

I'm really sorry ><; I think he was honestly too smart a character for me to play

like I didn't feel like I could completely get inside his head, and it was making me really anxious and stressed when writing tags

I understand. I don't even know if I'll be able to stick around myself.

I'm supposed to have three posts by the end of the month and I only have two...

No, you only have to have two.

You're all set

Or wait did you need 3 because you only had one last month?

Yeah.

I'm on AC.

'cause I kinda came in the middle of March

I think if you have a bunch of tags and two posts then you'll be just fine.

And yeah if you mention that to the mods when you post for AC I bet they'll understand. They don't seem terribly harsh about it.

Yeah, but it still stresses me out because like you were with Kimblee, I'm often worried that Kristoph just isn't the right kind of character for this kind of RP

I still push through it though

Props to you for that, you have more determination than I did

It seems like it's a bit difficult to play villainous characters in this particular game, from what I can tell

I think you just gotta roll with it. I'm currently seeing Paradisa as a sort of "Hell" for Kristoph, who did terrible things back home

so I'm running with that idea.

That's definitely one way of looking at it :>

It's the best I could do so far...

I hope you won't think less of me for having to drop when you're in a similar situation and you're sticking it out... I hate letting people down.

I just want the game to be fun for me, rather than a headache. @@;

What? No, I don't think less of you.

I'm disappointed, but I won't hold it against you. ^^;

Okay good ;; thank you

You're welcome. ^^