sometimes I do other times I doubt it

i try to accept the tings that are happening and make the best of it but then frustration comes in and it ruins it

like right now i have to pick between getting a BS degree or a BA. If I go for the BA than i will get into an easier pchem class and graduate by the end of spring semester next year

If i stick to the BS degree than i will have to fail the class and retake it, lower my gpa down, and graduate in two years

I have taken almost all of the classes for that BS degree and just because I can't pass pchem i have to give it up.

frustrating and not just that but with the grades that i have i will not get into med school. so i have to decide what am i going to do

this is what makes me doubt if god has a plan for me.

It's so disheartening to see you this anxious and stressful. I feel for you so much. If you have faith as a Christian, you place your joy and faith in God. Currently, you place all your hope in school to get

you somewhere in life. Why don't you try placing your hope in God to get you somewhere in life?

It means that He may close some doors on you because He doesn't want you to take that path. But he definitely opens doors for you in other areas. Your faith in Him is crucial for these good things to come.

Or you constantly despair. It's just like I said in the other plurk. You keep depending on Plan B's. Why don't you depend on God? That means having faith that He has a plan. Just cuz he doesn't grant you what

you want at that moment doesn't mean he doesn't have something better. You just keep pushing yourself through to something that may not be the open door for you.

my father told me the same thing

i just dont know what to do.. what door to push, what window to look at. i dont know what else i should do. yes depend on god and place my faith in him because he knows whats best but

i dont think i should sit here and do nothing..there must be something that i should, or there is something that i am doing wrong..lets say med field isn't for me what is the next step

the only thing that i have in my mind is that i dont have to give up besides that i dont know where else to turn

Auralina, that's because you set your hopes on these wordly things and not God. You're letting your frustrations speak right now. Letting God lead you doesn't mean you sit back and do nothing at all.

You should know that.

Putting your hope and faith in God is resorting to prayer. Submit your future to Him and ask for his guidance.

Matthew 7:7 ""Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

But that doesn't mean that you ask for something in vain (which means you ask for it for your own gains). The point of Christian humility is to humble ourselves to God. To be willing to accept His plan for us.

The thing you have to do is start praying and reading the Bible (a little at a time). You'll be inspired.

God doesn't take away the things you love. God knows your heart. He will open doors for you in a different way. But you have to be willing to accept His plan for you.

In other words, keep doing what you're doing. Keep working hard. But this time, do it differently. Do it with prayer. Do it with God on your side. Place all of your fears, hopes, anxiety, and faith in Him.

And ask for His guidance. He will send you a sign whether through a different opportunity or blessing.

When you begin being depressed, anxious, frustrated... pray earnestly and honestly to God. Don't lash out in anger asking "Why God?" but rather "God, if you are willing, open doors for me and guide me."

Girl you should watch you some joel osteen.

Joel Osteen says You'll Get Double for Your Trouble

Start with that. He's really good with inspiring.

thank you rosie . i know you are right and i have been trying it that and i feel more at peace with myself

its just that when i get frustrated i forget. i become selfish and i get so mas

mad

thanks rosie its always good to talk with you..you have reminded of something that I used to do..i used to pray every night and my belief in god was really strong..i have now realized that's maybe why i was

really succesful. i had forgotten an important part of myself, my faith. i had forgotten what having faith truly meant