i have this friend, who i sometimes lose contact with once in awhile

but whenever we start talking again, i remember that i love her so much it's crazy, like

we are platonically in love, it's

completely platonic, but at the same time it's stronger than the romantic feelings i have for most ppl

like for example

let's say im dating, uh, person A. we will call them, person A becuse im not creative. my friend, we will call her, person B.

most of the time, my platonic feelings are stronger for person B, than my romantic feelings are for person A.

i am not making sense probably, but anyways

she is the nicest person in the world, i want to cuddle her face. this plurk is so gay dont LOOOk at me

i guess i also owe her so much, i really do. and it's kind of odd, she's really well known around tumblr?? kind of

and everyone loves her and i feel so lucky that she's my best friend. i told you this is stupid

i really dont think i could ever date her, i dont want to really because what we have goin right now is perfect and i dont want to change it

ok im done be a large flaminign loser heh

and do you know what started this friendship? the best way

Yosuke

yosuke is the way i met her, well, kinda

she runs this cool hip steven stone blog (steven-stoned) and when i first ran across her, i had the url nurseyosuke and i really wanted to talk to her. she wasnt super well known at the time but she was really

funny and nice, and then i saw on her blog that steven-stoned was in love with yosuke. i messaged them, saying 'i am yosuke, hello' or something, because my url was nurseyosuke idr what exactly happened since

this happened in....september, yeah. anyways, we joked around and stuff and then one night i had a big fight with my mom and was super bummed and i got this fanmail from tumblr user steven-stoned

she was like, super worried and offered to listen and oh man, she was super nervous to talk to me she told me later on but i was actually super nervous to talk to her first LMAO anyways we exchanged skypes and

that's that, a friendship bloomed from there. then ilasgoc happened, etc etc yeah]

ok im going to stop for real now

charley's a cute and you're a cute too