if I were to ask myself, do I feel jealous towards my fellow girl-friends?

the straight answer is yes. It's a well known fact that women are envious, and I'm also a mere woman. I look at other girls with cuter smile, with nicer hair, with sweeter style, and yes I do feel envy

and then what? what the jealousy will bring me? any good? or just making me more depressed as I already am?

the truth (and it is cruel, yes) is the latter. envies really kill the little self-confidence I have.

i didn't mean it dis

i dunno why..but i just look a little symptoms of jealousy in last plurk

*in ur last plurk