I don't know why I bothered making plurks again.

No one reads these. No one cares.

I've been trying to open myself to people more. I tried adding a bunch of people when Animal Crossing came out...

90% of the people I asked never responded.

I'm so lonely. All I want is a friend.

/);n;/) i must go to bed but I do want to say hello

it's good to hear from you, I see your tumblr posts too

hello and goodnight carol

please to plenty of sleep and have a good day tomorrow too ;<;/)

A lot of it is just that.. I feel like I am never around when other people are on

or that when I am I have nothing to talk to anyone about

;v;/) will do, aris <3

I probably wouldn't even feel like this if I just went to bed when I started feeling so upset

Aris...babe

My hours at work are all over the place and I feel like I'm asleep when most people are online and active

there are other factors too

but in the end I just feel like I don't relate to anyone

I'm just a toad trapped at the bottom of a well...

ribbit

oh nikki

some of this is also related to tumblr i guess

or rather, friends i have tried to make through the neopets tag on tumblr

i feel like i've tried really hard to get out of my shell and talk to people and post giftart and funny doodles and just..

nope nada

it is

i know i should keep trying but it feels like everyone else has already broken off into groups and I'm that one kid left standing awkwardly in the back before the teacher assigns me to oe

... i like hyperbole