Aww so sorry

Thank you...

Thank you for the support guys...

I fucking can't with this bullshit. You have fucking teenage fit and you expect people to feel sorry for you? You know what you got yourself in to, don't even try to say otherwise.

What? I am sorry but I have nothing against you or anyone else, I am just tired of being ignored and disrespected, take this to private if you want...

I'm not even interested in wat you have to say. A woman with a family cannot tend to your needs 24/7. You know that. To then turn around and fling that in her face? Fuck you.

Oh that's not what happened, but I guess you are not interested to hear my part of the story, anyway, badmouthing is not my style...

Dude, you really have no idea do you?

Seriously, this is the worst day ever for me, I am online 24/7 waiting for someone who never shows up and even when she does she ignores me and when I point it out she gets mad and logs off!!!

Despite me waiting the whole day for her

I have changed my RL schedule to be with her, I made a schedule for us to work, I did some more staff I don't want to talk about because that would be rude in public...

Generally I am doing whatever I can to make her happy, I have made it clear I love her more than anything SL and RL

and she didn't even once tried to tell me she wants to be together with me...

do you even know when was the last time she said she loved me first? I keep telling and telling and always wonder if she is even gonna say it back, I am not blaming her, I know she is busy...

I know it is difficult for her at times and I never even once blamed her, but seriously I hate this day, I can't accept this anymore, I can't be the only one trying...

Yeah you're waiting 24/7 for someone who has a life. That's on vacation. Has a family. YOU KNEW ALL THIS and you still went completely fucknuts teenager. For fucks sake. Grow up.

Did I ever complained about any of that? Its the way she treats me that bothered me, she changed ever after the marriage... ask her, she can coment on that as well... And seriously don't ever call me a teenager

Obviously if I am a teenager you are still a kid... no offence intented...

Anyway, that was rude, sorry about that, I apologise, I don't want to fight with you or Marja, this is a tough day for me...

and you think it's smooth sailing for her? Please.

Read above, I mentioned that I KNOW it's difficult for her, but clearly I don't deserve to be treated like that by someone I have proved I love and I am willing to do anything to make happy...

I'm done with this. I don't want to see your name or your face around us again. Good bye.

I was expecting her to say something to stop me, I was expecting her to say something along the lines of "don't leave..." seriously, I must be delusional...

She never complained about who I was before, the past 3 days she doesn't like anything I do... She doesn't like some rules in our relationship, she thinks I am restricting her and stuff like that

I agree I might be all that and she might be right, but why was she fine with all that when I asked her back then? What changed the past 3 days? Why do I deserve to be treated like that?

Ignored and disrespected...

Seriously it seems I overappreciate some things, or she does not appreaciate some things... it's clearly either one way or the other...

She can comment, you can ask her or anything, and I repeat, I am blamming noone, I take all the blame, I am simply stupid and I will never give my heart completely to anyone like this ever before...

I doubt I will ever be back in SL like I used to...

A month later....its happy partner time again! Wooohooo!