Remember, in my plan, I meet you all first and form strong friendships. I do the occasional trivia thing and hang out session. I don't spend ridiculous hours building alts and doing hunts.
I understand where this is coming from, and am in my position to advise, let alone judge. I do miss bantering and competing with you, and hope you'll still be around a bit in some shape, form, or word.
Everything we do makes us who we are... we can regret an action or outcome but in the end maybe we needed to do those things... to become wiser and stronger. I wish you well whatever you do!
The important thing is that you're our friend now, Josh. Some of us miss you and hope you're still open to finding a balance, like that sometimes-trivia thing you mention at the end.