okay so i bit the bullet and paid this ridiculous overdraft thing asap so it would clear up that mess.

that way i can apply for MORE student loans at my bank of choice.

of course, i REALLY need to pay off my credit card bill asap as well, that way i won't have anything possibly hindering me from getting accepted for loans.

but i'm still kind of having some weird, quiet breakdown over finances right now and i'm not sure where to start.

the rest of the money in my other account goes directly towards rent money for the next two months, which is... basically all i have, other than $6 in another account haha.

i'm kind of glad i'll be back home by monday, that way i can start up a sales post or something and sell off some stuff to get by.

applying for jobs while i'm at it is a good idea, too.

the only reason i haven't is because i was going to work at the school, but now that i have $8,000+ to pay before school starts, well..........

not sure how that would work out lolololol.

so i'm doing as much backup as i can just to ensure that a) i can still live where i'm living right now and i can go to school.

no cool smiley face you are not welcome.

anyway it'll be... difficult, but i can probably pull through. if the only thing that's positive that i've learned through living with my mom, it's that hardships only last so long.