Don't want to go to work because we had an attempted robbery right before I came in for my shift yesterday.

I haven't admitted it to anyone but the fact that it happened really stressed me out.

Our store is a really bright store with lots of business and police stopping by often during the day.

So it's a little stressful to think about.

I'm also mad because I put in for four days off next week and only got 3.

Would I could understand more if she had given me Sunday off.

But as it is, she has me working 3-11pm again and then having me come back in at 6am the next day.

Well, it's just another reason why I should really look for a new job, even if it's like, part time stocking at WalMart.

Anything has to be better then a job that makes my anxiety go through the roof like this one does.

I know I'm being walked all over by my manager right now.

Never mind how badly these random screwy shift changes are messing with my body and sleep cycles.

I'm the only employee who doesn't have a set schedule and hasn't been getting their days off back to back lately.

I'm such a doormat. Rather then say anything I just smile, nod and then vent online where no one cares about how frustrated I am.

If you don't count this week, I really have been trying to be more social.

I've made new friends! I've been chatting a lot more with old friends!

I still feel lonely as fuck.

I guess it's because my birthday is this weekend.

I am a little mad that I missed the Flight Rising registration period.

A have a lot of friends both here and elsewhere who have sparked my interest in it, but of course I was at work the entire time it was open yesterday.

It's just my luck I guess.

Oh well, enough crying. I should drag myself into bed and take a nap since I need to be up in 3 hours.

At least it's only a 7 hour shift tomorrow.