I want to help, but I don't know how to do. I feel my heart is thrown away, but I know it's a lie. There is no place I belong to, but His kingdom. I'm so thankful He accept me.

Even though I'm so weak, I want to be strong. There's no way I can do everything by myself, but He leads me the way.

There's no way I can figure the reason, and I don't know how long the season will be even though I feel everything is far away including home.

But I know earth is not the home, we are just passing through.

And He is able to use our brokenness for His purpose. Maybe it's the way to grow up, it's the way to be able to love people, it's the way to fulfill His will.

And His will is always higher than our thoughts.

I believe so. And I trust He will help me go through those seasons.