so the past few days I've done a lot of thinking

And I wanted to apologize to you guys.

I've been really down for reasons that relate to my real life and honestly, it's

been part of the reason I've been reacting poorly to things, why I've been nervous

It's not an excuse and I know that

I tend to want to FIX everything quickly so I don't have to deal with it and when that doesn't happen, I become really frustrated and upset

and there isn't an excuse for that

I am very sorry, and I am trying to be better

I'm going to go to counselling and try to find positive ways to deal with my depression and anxiety but also to get more confidence in myself

I'm very happy with all of you and I'm very sorry I've treated you all so poorly, I've been selfish and that's unfair to all of you

I can't really fix the past, but I can fix what I do in the future!

so please, be patient with me while I'm trying ;w;

I do care for all of you and I want to give you the best I can

but that includes me being the best me I can be

for myself, and for others

THAT IS ALL

SO YES

I saw this the other day and I thought of you. I don't think you have to apologize <3 we just want wants best for you and it sounds like you're figure that out as best you can

weh drea ;w;

I don't think you have to apologize either! <3 You are loved, and we all want you to move forward in the way that's best for you!

WELL It's important that I realize it's a problem! because it is!

that way I can fix it C:

Yes that's definitely true but even if there's a problem it's okay and we're still here for you

[astral

s at all of you