good news: talked to job coach and all is not lost

especially after i told her that quite honestly it was a mistake to schedule stuff during this part of my cycle since i go completely batshit

also my aunt is going to take me to the gynecologist to see about getting my hormones stabilized

and my uncle came over with a burger and the NYTimes crossword puzzle

bad news: i had a sore throat this morning and now i can't talk

big wet chesty cough, headache, not sure if i have a fever