I HAVE A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH FINGER TRAUMA

crINGES

IMMEDIATELY

OH GOD WHY

because i love watching and reading it, but i also can't. stand it???

BECAUSE STORY TIME

WHEN I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD

actually no i think i was around three

you know how vans have a sliding door?

oh god

my right thumb got caught in one

CRINGE

CRINGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

but i can related because in 4th grade, fingers getting caught in doors

IT'S WEIRD. like. i remember crying as my sister apologized constantly for closing the door accidentally on my hand

then i remember being on my uncle's porch as he held my hand in a napkin with ice

then i remember being in the hospital

then i remember being back home

then i remember it took longer than usual for my thumb to heal because i kept. pulling the pin out of place

which might be part of why i like finger trauma

three year old pulling the pin that is supposed to make your thumb heal straight out and putting it back in................

#yolo

(my right thumb is like. almost half an inch shorter than my left btw)

but yes \/

that's kind of hardcore

for a 3yo

i literally felt nothing which is why i kept doing it 8'D

oh this story