no, I'm fine with the part-time job.

It's just that just because we came from the same company doesn't mean that I'll get absorbed to that company like they did, and that is regardless of effort.

In other words, the intention of encouragement hurts the same..... of even worse than the so-called negativity.

I just hate the situation and nothing else. I am still thankful that I have a job (they're going to pay me, right?).

A little depressing that half the estimate salary will compensate for last month's phone bill.