i was just so ded when i got home and then had to go right into larp prep

it takes me forever to unpack a suit case

there are now several feet of floor in my room that are new and exciting

many more feet left to regain

uho! faito!

I still have shit in my suitcase from my trip last month.

(partly because I go out of town again in... two weeks? something like that. Partly because flop.)

(flop is a powerful force)

i...i just uncovered a patch of floor that has probably not seen daylight since 2010 and filled a dustpan from it

i need to sit down

i've been a lot better over the past two years or so about keeping public spaces not entirely trainwrecks, like i like having an at least somewhat tidy house

but i neglect my room because i basically only sleep in there (because my desk is an avalanche) so vicious cycle

also cleaning it is hard bc it involves dealing with like. my own personal space and shit that has built up in there, and chance, and facing my own neglect of things, and i deal with neither of those well'

such a loser

(change, not chance, bluh, can't type)

Flop is one of the most powerful forces on earth. It's right up there with the weight of blankets in the morning, and purring cats (thank you for finally unfreezing, Firefox)

purring cats