Basically he dumped me over text message then gave me false hope for three days.

hugs I am so sorry sweetheart.

shar1234: Thank you.

And I feel like I pushed him away tonight because I didn't want to but I ended up begging him to give us another chance and crying in front of him and I think that just killed it.

But I guess I'm kind of glad I did because now that everything is final I can take steps toward moving forward. It just really sting right now and I don't know how I'll ever feel better.

I haven't been eating because everytime I try I get sick. And everytime I try to sleep I dream of him and then wake up feeling worse.

yeah. I know my husband has a coworker going through the same thing. Try to eat something small till you can try to eat something bigger.

However if he is treating you rudely he don't deserve you and you don't need to be with that.

shar1234: Ive been munching down a few crackers and stuff when I can because making myself sick isn't going to solve anything.

that's good.

Right now I'm just trying to rely on my family and reach out and make some friends. I really didn't have any other than his so I'm trying to create connections.

I understand that.

That's the worst, I'm so sorry. (hugs)

thehypocriticalcritic: Thank you, that means a lot.