Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and wonder how I became so completely different than my grandparents. Sometimes I wonder how I didn't turn out close minded, homophobic, racist, "normal" like my family.
I am the black sheep of my family. LIterally almost the exact opposite of them in personality, Sometimes I wish I wasn't - or that I could hide it better - so everyday wasn't as hard as it is with them.
My opinions and views and philosophies, almost everything is genuinely different from theirs, and I get called names, get into fights every day, and other things because of it. I'm at my limit.
Because this is 2014
I think its to do with how things are different generations after generations by how we've been taught certain things in school, society, and the real life.
Thing is though, my cousins who are younger than me, seem to fit in quite easily with my family. They hold the same beliefs and prejudices almost. They spend the same amount of time with them as I do.
Yet I'm the one that has turned out to be the black sheep. This is both intriguing and aggrivating at the same time.
I'm the same way with my family, honestly.
it makes perfect sense cause right now the society we live in and the media have a bigger role in our growth
so when you learn the rules of your society in your time you are forced to live by them most of the time (there are a few examples of people who don't)
and nowadays being all those things is almost unacceptable by a huge part of the occidental society at least
wow I am chatty today and probably being obvious
but yeah I have this deal too, even my mom is terribly homophobic, I can't even tell her my bff is a lesbian 
and if you ask my grandpa why he didn't want germany to win the world cup, he will tell you "cause they had hitler and all"
