man, lately its like either im not good at anything or i feel unwanted? a part me knows what to do already, its just I hace to convince myself that it needs to happen. it sucks when you feel mediocre
about everything. I feel so looked over now with my friends and with irl.
its depressing.
since june ive felt kinda dejected by a lot of my online friends and irl friends.. bringing it up has made me only feel awkward and like ppl would only see it as annoying.
how long am I going yo get looked over?
and everyone else seems to have such a happy life and have things easy in comparison to me.
most of my friends are married, they have a job they like doing or friends that seem to enjoy their company
or their weight loss is going well.
I do my best not to overlook anyone but there are times that I do get overwhelmed. I'm sorry that you feel this way. I try my hardest to give everyone attention.
hey odie dont worry. dont feel like its just you
I know, I just wanted to get that out there that I'm listening.
my friends irl do it too
if you ever wanna talk just let me know. Though i started a new job so i've been more busy lately <3
I try so hard to succeed but it never works out. I mean, where is my lucky break or why do I feel like nobody wants to be around me? im not trying to put anyone out but it really
sucks that I feel like I never fit in and I will never stand out enough to get recognition.
I play second or third fiddle to everyone and everything. its just a terrible feeling to feel.
even to austin lately. im not good emough at japanese to be involved in his conversations or play stuff with him and his japanese friends.
I feel pretty alone.
I feel pretty alone.