cant help but feel guilty after my conversation with trubble earlier. . I forgot how lonely she must get with me working nights all the time 
at least its hopefully only a temporary thing. if I get took on permanent I should be on alternate days and nights.
then I'll have alot more time with her and k.... and we'll all be happier 
WendyRiaxik
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It's worth it babe and I'll get past it. Just need to find something to distract me xx