been throwing up all day because i'm dizzy. the doctor said i have to go back to the hospital if it's more than 3 times in 24 hours. which it is. but i don't feel as bad as yesterday besides that?

it's just vertigo. and i really want to just stay in bed curled up next to my boy. but i don't know how serious it is to ignore it. anybody know?

Vertigo means you go back to the hospital. Vertigo with a head injury is bad news, Murphy, it does mean you need to go.

oh man really

Yes, it does. Please have Angel take you in, or call and see how you can get there, because it's important! Head injuries are tricky things, so please don't ignore it

aah i really don't want to go oh man. can it wait until morning?

No, please go in now, I know it sucks but you really need to make sure to go in now. You want to make sure there's no internal hemorrhaging around the brain, okay?

oh. oh man do i need to call my mom do you think?

Have you talked to her yet about this? If she can bring you in, that may be good, but she does need to know

no i was afraid she might cry

Hon, she might, she's allowed to, but you do need to let her know so she can be there for you too. I know it's hard.

im sorry i think you're right it's just hard. she's had a bad year i hate that i'm making it worse

ok he's going in late to work and driving me so i don't have take the bus

sorry angel

i didn't realize you could need brain surgery for this. now im glad i didn't ignore it

i probably won't have to unless it goes wrong but i didn't even know that i had seizures last night until they told me

i never had one before but it sounds like there's different kinds and the ones i had weren't the big ones like on tv

but now you know guys if you hit your head it can do a lot of stuff you didn't know!

Murphy I'm so glad you had Angel take you in. And yeah, seizures don't at all always resemble TV

I'm really glad you went in as well

head injuries you definitely can't fuck around with

since I live in the area, let me know if you want my number if you ever need someone else to text in emergencies?

exactly, brains are so tricky, it's difficult to know what's going on.

yeah

oooh yah maybe. i didn't even think it was bad. i thought it was just like having bruises but they said if the bruises are in your brain it can bleed in it and that's not good.

thanks for warning me

I live in the u district so if I'm not at work and can walk with you somewhere I'm cool with doing that. or to just text if something's up

oooh really i work at the u bookstore there!

thank you

i'm not on the schedule for at least a couple weeks

right now i'm mostly staying in Queen Anne that's where angel lives

i hate Queen Anne but i really like him so

i forget what im talking about sorry

queen anne is kind of meh, yeah

it felt safer than the u district when I was living there but the vibe is weird

yah it's ummm

i get funny looks

it's not a good neighborhood for young people, was my general impression

but angel inherited a place there so it's easier to him than moving

especially not young people that don't fit a very particular image

haaa yea and we don't

but anyway yeah I work at the walgreens down (up?) in the u district so you can come by and chill if you need a safe place to hang whenever

they gave me something for the nausea an hour ago i feel better already

those two things aren't connected i just keep losing my place in my thoughts

did you know Gatorade comes in white

I'm glad you're feeling better!

me too i didn't think I felt too bad until i started feeling better

i'm sore but when i lie down it feels not that bad

these nurses are nice too yesterday they were tired

iPod is dying thanks you guys (girls!) please be safe