on one hand feeling sad for her family, on the other hand, wanting to forget about the death (i know it sounds heartless), as the sadness keep bringing me down.

Eat sleep rave repeat

suppose that what i should be doing...forgeting their pain. hmmm

they put all her work belongings in a box and ask her husband to come collect....! hmmm ....sad

Wow. Mate. Just talk to someone

nar i will be alright. just older we get the more sad stuff we see. part of life is to learn how to deal with these. We'll learn