try to talk about our issues in person: mum gets aggressive

try to talk about our issues in writing: mum ignores it for weeks on end, then when i ask her to respond, she gets aggressive

fuck it ive messaged my aunt about it to see if she can advise me because this is honestly no joke making me want to go jump off a tall building

inb4 she messages back like "no your mum is right you're 100% to blame for every problem and argument ever"

(i joke but i'm terrified that that's exactly what's going to happen HA HA HA HAHAH H A HA H )

murder everyone

Sounds like a plan

Maybe I'll get hit by a car on the way to shadowrun

no that would be unpleasant

for me

on account of not hearing how your shark training went

instead steal a car and hit everyone else with it

or alternatively i hope your aunt is able to help you out

Oh yes, the shark training! Thank you I will make sure I do cool things with that and then tell you about them

My aunt messages back and said she's only had time to skim and will reply tonight or tomorrow, and told me to take care, so I'll take that lack of immediate and open hostility and run with it

I am pleased by this lack of immediate and open hostility and hope that good things follow it. Also I second the "take care" part of this motion

Sorry about the car comment

NO PLEASE THAT IS FINE I mean I really love you un-hit by cars, so maybe if you're up for dodging them that would be super, but no need to apologise for feeling like crap <3333333333333

it happens and i really really hope your aunt is up for helping you make it happen less

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I am still terrified, but it is now terrified-hopeful instead of terrified-terrified haha

i am crossing my fingers 4 u

stick in there, friend! and you better not get hit by a car I WILL BE UPSET