because i feel a lot better now that i've finally made a definitive choice about my job and the future even if it is nebulous/a matter of months, but i want to not just sit and let that turn into Sometime Later

also b/c i really need the morale boost and reminder that i am not a useless human atm AT LEAST NOT ENTIRELY

-1- Work doesn't count but it's the starting point

-2- Deposited a $300 check that's been sitting in my purse for three weeks from insurance ppl

-3- Bought snacks and rice and medicine at Target also doesn't count since mostly killing time

-4- Made an actual car payment finally WOO-HOO (i'm really close to paying it off)

-5- dug up/registered flair on a couple of subreddits where i can find trade partners and hatchers for shiny egg values w/ the ESV method (in the future, not today at least)

yep that's it that's what i did today

yes i am counting the pokémon reddits as an accomplishment

it's a sign of how far i've fallen that doing fandom-related or video game things gets to count as 'being productive' but it's better than just sitting in front of the laptop wishing i felt like reading Cracked

literally doing anything besides work on a given day is progress, i will take it

next goal: having the energy to ramble about nonstop instead of boring real life shit because that's theoretically what plurk is for!!

I WANT TO BE EXCITED OVER VOLLEYBALLS AGAIN