i sleep so much now

i would like to sleep so much more

i was awake six hours yesterday and still would have happily slept through all of my alarms to get up for today

i'm ready for my sick leave now this is getting ridiculous

okay. took my ADD medication. i feel a lot less depressed and sad now, even if it's making the heart palpitations worse

which, like the adderall would be my prime suspect in what's causing them in the first place?? but every time i've cut back/stopped it has little impact on the palpitations

but i'm glad i took a couple of days' break anyway since it meant i didn't ahve to take my new xanax or anything else to sleep and that's good

i'm not sure about xanax yet. it makes me nauseous the next day