I'm sure with my activity it's been abyssmally obvious that my rp drive has been in the poop can for a while now
I keep squeaking by month after month but just
the mojo never comes back liek I think it is?
and it's bananas to me, because like
I love this game so much?
and everyone who plays in it?
and she has cute close cr that I love and cherish
and such an interesting ship of people
and so much character development to explore
LIke... I know all that, but still somehow
I'm just always tired and exhausted and guilty for not tagging and I just...
I feel so crappy about it, so I think I need to bite the bullet even though I still don't want to
I have all these calibration notes that I was excited to play out
and I see all tehse fun threads and want to jump in but I'm just so scared that my drive will disappear the next day
and I'll leave people hanging and I don't.. want that?
I've played with people like that, it's not fun
so I just need to be a grown up and drop instead of leaving it like this forever
bleeeh and yeah I"m putting it up here
since I have all of nooner's close cr friended :')
and you guys are all the very best
theeeen, hopefully if I don't have this big cloud of feling guilty of rp hanging over my head
hopefully I'll be on plurk more? at least, more commenting
instead of stalking y'all like I do now :')
so thank you all for being so good to me while I was here, and being so good to Nunnally!!
Drift is the very best game, I love it and you guys so much
ahaha, also sorry for disabling comments, I'm being a big baby
I know you guys will say nothing but the sweetest most encouraging things
I just wanted to be able to verbally barf all my thoughts out
and then ollie out because I can't be at the computer long
so... yeah, that's the long and short of it
thank you guys for always being the very best
I'm not putting in the comment right now because.. haha I'm still in denial