the longer and longer i go without a job

and the fact no one will even cal me is depressing

:|

what even is the point of it all lol

Job hunting is hard as hell and it really is a demoralizing and grinding process.

What type of jobs are you applying for?

medical assistant

ive had 1 interview

ive applied to idk 20-30 jobs

i have a test waiting for a government job but i had to reschedule it bc i see the doctors that day :/a

Ah, I don't know much about the healthcare field but my mom is a nurse. If you need someone to look over a resume or what not, I can point her your way? If you're not comfortable with that, I've used

TopResume's free evaluation to rework my resume and got a few interviews that way. Only catch is they spam you for the paid service but the net benefit seems to help.

If you have a test for a government position then that is pretty good! Government jobs in particular can be hard to get so getting your foot that far into the door is a good sign. <3

theres always new med assistant jobs out there.

like i literally had an interview with one place a month ago.

although it was a group interview with various other hospital locations, they said no

they posted a new job a few days ago

and im like :|

I'm just deciding if i should say i have a disability since i do have major depression and anxiety and like super bad dominant hand.

/nod one interview a month is demoralizing. The only recommendation I have is to do more apps a day tho, since it tends to work out that 20 apps =~ 1 callback in my experience.

Job hunting is a lot like a grindy RPG in terms of how much effort it takes to get results.

its really stupid; with so many jobs opening for my field i should like

be able to walk into a hospital and be like yo im ready.

i always mess up on interviews too;

im like honest to a fault and when they ask those stupid

what didnt you like about this job

i'm like uh;;

Aaaaah yeah, THAT IS HARD TO DEAL WITH. Are you able to do a practice interview with anyone?

see i do fine with practice

but when i get to actual interviews

I also feel the "with all these jobs, why can't I get any?" but my last interviewer said that they had like hundreds of applicants for one position. It's probably less YOU and more that there's just

a looot of competition.

99% i just wanna be like. look im hard worker. i know what im doing. im in all technicalities too smart for this job and should be on a higher tier but im at rock bottom bc life happens. i get along with -

everyone. i listen to criticism well. i get shit done.

im honest to a fault.

(Oops sorry, I didn't see your responses...)

the only thing you may have an issue with me is pens may or may not go missing sometimes and then reappear

nahh it's cool

im mainly ranting;

<3 I don't have much more advice in me aside from also feeling "ugh" about job hunting but I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed for you

<3

thanks for talking to me tho

ill keep applying

i just get super discouraged orz

It IS a discouraging process since it require a fulltime job's worth of effort to MAYBE get results