I've been here for six years because of where their work put them and we promised over and over that we would get out of Indiana as soon as they had the experience under their belt to move on to better places

In those six years I've tried so hard to make a place for myself here. I've tried making friends that I end up not clicking with, the area isn't promising and I am just so tired of being here

I want to be in Austin or New York and I want to be with the friends that I love in a place I know is thriving and full of energy

And they say they want to too and yet I feel like they have no motivation to push for it, despite them promising me they do

And granted there are a few things I need to take care of before we move like securing a car and getting comfy with driving and saving up and some other stuff

But I need there to be motivation from them when I get it all taken care of