if I get the gig I will likely have to drop both my games because I'll be pulling 60 hours a week

if it was just two months or even three I could handle it but a half a year gig I don't know if I will have the energy

I won't know till the middle of next week but I don't wanna character squat and scramble to tag two days outta a five day week and then be silent. I would never catch up

just wanted to be upfront and have a warning ahead of time

it's not fair to anyone and I'm already scrambling to make up from a rather shitty august

I just got the call about thirty minutes ago

Oh man. I will miss you if you do have to drop, but so much luck.

and have a meeting at 11AM tomorrow at the stages so I'll have a good feeling tomorrow what's gonna happen but YEAH, it's sad but it's so good for my career

I NEED THIS really badly, I don't wanna drop because I'm loving Dorian and his CR

That sounds like a really great chance if you get it.

whatever is best for you dear. rp will always be there lter

but for my future this is super important, it will be the longest project I've been on and it's got some pretty big names attached to it

technobabbled oresteia snuggles you both. thanks for being so cool about it, I don't even know if I have it but I need it and I hate once I finally get into the swing of things and loving my character

and all that fun stuff that LIFE comes into play but I need this

desperately, not only for paying for my life reasons but for projecting my career reasons

I don't wanna do what I did with Ragnar though and just FADE OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH, thinking that I have time but I don't and then just poof, gone.

so putting it OUT THERE.

inherentinthesystem yes I'm so sorry. first on how slow it's been for August and our thread and the potential to lose such awesome CR but I will have a feel for what it will be like tomorrow after the meeting

wreckless:

might just be too fast, to much going on to handle, is a slower pace so I might be able to keep that one on, but again we shall see after tomorrow

Whatever happens, you need to do what's best for you. hugs There are always things like PSLs that can move as slow or as fast as we want. So there is that option if you do get the job.

I won't know ANYTHING until then but I promised to be more upfront so here I am

wreckless: thanks boo, I appreciate it and shall keep you all in the loop

I'm flexible with things. And the job would be awesome. So I'll keep my fingers crossed for you even though it would make me sad to see if you had to drop the games.

PSLs are always a thing with me for anyone who wants them whatever the outcome may be

Thank you, darling. And for being sweet enough to be upfront.

smooshes you all into a bundle of love and never let's go

I shall see how it goes but it would be a fantastic move for my career in the industry so despite how sad it would be to leave I really need and want it but appericate everyone so much

and adore you all

I'm gonna pass out because it's a long drive to the studio tomorrow but smooches and love

D: I'll miss you

It's too bad we didn't get to do too much but hey, if you ever want to dick around in a PSL my musebox is always open.

morgues: ditto on that but again ! I don't know if I'll get the job but you never know I shall miss you and the glorious gay snakes if I have to drop and will certainly take you up on it senpai

IM SO SAD IM YOUR SENPAI...

SENPAAAAIII

OKAY I'M GOING TO BED FOR REAL

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