Everything was going sort of well regarding the whole getting out of the house thing (aside from us leaving late because Nick is an idiot that thinks he's the only car on the road), until he actually told mom we were going to the doctor. She immediately let her legs give out and fell over. /facepalm

He was barely able to get her up, and then he asked me to get the wheelchair. Ha ha, right? So I did, and we got her out to the car and put the chair back in the house, but not before attempting to cram it in the trunk and me crushing my thumb in the foot rest clamp.

It's not bad now, but it hurt like hell at the time. Still having a doctor look at it tomorrow when they check on my bronchitis 'cause yeah, blood blisters suck.

We got mom to her appt almost a half hour late because somebody forgot he was on literal gas fumes, and we had to stop to fill up first. But we made it and they diagnosed bronchitis, gave her a nebulizer treatment (which lucky her, we can continue at home since I have a machine she can borrow), prescribed antibiotics in case it mutates into a bacterial

infection, and sent us home. After that I got to run errands since I'm currently the least sick (somehow), and I threw my back out.

Totally blaming that on yesterday, where I had to lift mom up and reseat her twice since she was letting herself slide off the couch. I friggin' hurt when I move, damn it. So yeah, getting myself to the doctor tomorrow is gonna be a blast. Thank god for wheeled backpacks, though.

ANYWAY

Once I got back from errands I tried to catch a nap for a couple hours, and while I don't think I actually slept, I did do a little work on that one idea I was considering, with Kai going after Sedge with Amy's bracelet.

I've had a couple ways of starting it in mind, and this one involved a lot of blood and Eli going after Kai instead of waiting for him to come back, and so much sighing on my end because no Eli, bad idea.

But hey, at least the Grasshopper walked out of it without a scratch? Aside from the massive 'Oh shit oh shit what if Sedge is still around and tries to kill me while I'm helping Kai' mental gouges.

So yeah, no clue how I'm writing it or even when, I just needed my brain to think about something that wasn't mom/my life sucking/the eviction/potential homelessness because what apartment I don't see any of those around here/oh hey Satan's coming to visit soon can I scream yet

I miss writing so much. I just want like a whole day to myself to get stuff out of my head and onto paper. Or to get ch 2 of the original story up. That'd be nice.

But nope.

I think I hear a chocolate bar calling my name.

...Just realized, I'm never going to be overweight. Not now, because I'm so depressed I barely eat (and when does mom leave me time), and not later because we won't have the money for food.

Bah.