It's supposed to be delivered tomorrow, and it had better. If I get a 'Out for delivery' notice that then changes to 'Available for pick up' again, I swear to-

I can have it redelivered if they do that, but it'd have to be Friday and if the mail comes early Friday and I'm not here because I'm stuck at my urology follow up...yeah. Not happy won't begin to cover it.

And Saturday is my happy fun eye exam, and whenever they dilate my eyes I have to go into hiding in the Realm of Darkness for eight hours.

Think positive.

Right.

Like the fact that I now have an accomplice for my cover story if the doll gets here when Nick's home. And after the fact, obviously. This doll is totally going to be an Unexpected Gift from a Very Dear Friend. I'm gonna have to be the best actress ever, but I can do that.

I hate that I have to do that, I can't just say 'Yeah, my money, my doll, it makes me feel better, by the way didn't you drop $400 of mom's money on concert tickets last year?' but I'm tired of the yelling.

I'm tired of always being the one in the wrong, even when I'm not.

Besides the doll, the dragon for the doll might also arrive tomorrow, and it's falling under the same story. So we'll see how this goes. I'm at least hoping that he doesn't see the doll for a few days to a week.