been pretty sick. now doctors are worried about my liver and pancreas and its gross to even say. but, meh. i guess i'm just talking.

Brandieeeeeee

i haven't really told anyone that. but what a way to dust off cobwebs then tear them all down. life is really weird, and sometimes i think i'm tired-- too tired.

not sick as like gross sick just inside sick unwell. not ... like confineded?? i'm just, a little lost. and now with this organ stuff. it just makes me think of life.

ChromaDestino i do adore you

I'm so glad to hear from you. I do hope things get better :C

DARLING!!! oh I'm glad to hear your taking care of yourself best you can

i do too zerimarclassics and ChromaDestino -- i get bloodwork every frdday, i just don't know whats going on right now?? I feel... but HOPE i don't sound dramatic O_O

it isn't like that of course. i just, feel so disconnected from everyone but still... i love you all so so much..

i do i do!

it's going to take them a bit to figure out what's wrong

over you

oh hey gosh I'm sorry you're having a hard time!!

all the

baby :cccc how scary Im so sorry