I've been having sort of a weird time of things lately. I don't know if it's cabin fever or what, but I just can't get my head together to do much of anything but the bare minimum lately. About the only thing I've been able to fully commit to is NieR: Automata on my PS4.
Had a friend I've been crushing on *hard come up and stay this past weekend, and we got talking at one point about relationships and asexuality and stuff, and they confirmed something I've feared for a long time; that they don't, and probably never will think about me like that.
I just feel bad, because I keep doing this. Every RP I try I end up dropping for one reason or another. I get involved and I get attached to people I RP with, and then I ghost because writing is hard and my brain has the capacity of a goldfish for most things