but they don't know my side of the story, when I try to speak with her when I lost my boyfriend after 7 years, and she say me only bad things and after 5/6 years that we don't speak she again try to influence other people to ignore me.

why people is not able to judge the people alone.. not with the words that said other people??

I'm not a monster, I only try to find new friends.. I know that I'm not perfect

but why..

I understand, but that just shows you that those are not the kind of friends you need anyway. I wouldn't want friends like them. It's hurtful and unfair that they treat you this way, but friendships like that only get toxic with time.

SerenaTsukinoResident your words is totally right.. thank you.

Galactia: you're welcome! ^_^