I always forget that the certifications are actually a pretty big deal bc it's like "oh take a 26-question test here's a piece of paper" and then I forget about it lmao
and along with that up until the job came along to sap all of my brainpower, this year still saw me 100% succeeding in school, complete with a 4.0 gpa, for the first time in my entire 25 years on this planet
especially significant when I dropped out of college three times prior to this attempt and squeaked out of high school with like a 1.9 gpa or something horrible like that
the job thing is also a big deal-- it's not the first job I had this year but as we all know the softfile data entry factory was abusive manager purgatory so getting into a pretty cushy and flexible position with y/lumens where I enjoy my work and my coworkers/managers is like [hallelujah chorus.mp3]
I haven't spent an entire year on antidepressants since I was in high school! I don't know why it took seven years to be like "hm maybe medication would help since I am so depressed that I cannot tie my shoes" but