Without alcohol

The past weekends have been an alcohol bingefest for me

And to be frank, the people i expect to help me arent there

Just me, myself

Life has been a mess lately and I just want a break :/

I just want to forget about responsibilities for a while

Maybe sleep without worrying and crying

And lowkey wishing an accident would just happen to me just so I can be left alone

I sure as hell dont want to end up taking Prozac

That shit makes me gain weight and I feel ugly enough already I just dont want to go outside anymore